It's The Last Freakin Friday for this Year 2011 ..

Owhhh !!
It's almost the end of the year e____e
Errkkk shittt ~ Honestly im scared to go thru nxt year cos i barely have no plan how to continue my life after this year ='(
Seriously i can't do it !
i have NO MONEY to pay my collge fee cos this supposed to be my last semester but since i have not enough credit hours then i have to extend another semester !
Fuckk that college !!
I can't do it .. I CAN'T !!
Grrrr ~ 
Im soooooo MESSED UP !

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===>Difference between her and I? I would do anything for you and she would do anything with you.

"Why Not"

Hohohohooo 1st of all i wanna wish MERRY CHRISTMAS to all who celebrate it may have all the fun n joy with your love one ^_^
Okay ...
I got this weird habit where everytime i wanna do somethin silly i'll say to myself "WhyNot" LOL
Ahahaha i know it's sounds STUPID but yeah that's the way im havin fun with my life that already sucks ...
Well people said "Make things that you wanna do in life cos it somethin that you can never rewind" ...
So yeah im half american so american people always said that "We didn't make plan , We jst do" .. Tht's what im doin now XD
I know some people might thing im INSANE but
 "My cup of care, \_/. Too bad it's empty." 
No one can order me to do stuff in my life ...
I have the rite to live my life ...

#Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia #

My headline for today kinda .... erkk i don't  know .. but yeahh that's what exactly i wanna say here #
Well obviously we both has been together for like almost 5 months now ... I hope that now he knows exactly how i feels toward him ... I hope that he can see that i clearly absolutely in love with him and i can't imagine my life without him ...i know this relationship still in early stage but i don't know why i have this kinda feelings =')
I know i know im way down with this love stuff tapi he's knockin my heart ..EVERY TIME !
i can't resist him ... evryday i miss him ... even the second he left -.-'
God please tell him that I LOVE HIM ...
I can't force him to love me cos i have no right to do that .. only YOU can do it ...
So tell him .. let him know that im the one who can LOVE him completely ... unconditionally ... 
I wish he can see all that ... I hope that he can accept me for who i am like how i can accept him ... I LOVE HIM 
Ya ALLAH ... pleaseee please pleaseee guide him ... protect him always n never let him out of your sight ..
grant him your bless , make him happy ...
And let him know that i would do ANYTHING to make him HAPPY ...
ANYTHING just to see him SMILE again ...
His SMILE is more valuable than anythin for me ... If he's HAPPY then i'll be HAPPY too =')

Almost 5 months ...

Hahhhhhhhhhh *sigh*

Almost .... almost 5 month since august 16 =)
alhamdulillah i hope this will last forever ... but ... i don't want to put my hope too high ... takut jatuh nnt sakit gilaa ...
But i do really hope he could be THE ONE 
Cause he's the ONLY ONE who can makes me SMILE when my world has fallin apart =')
He's makes me believe in LOVE after i cursed that word before ... now he's tryin to show me what is LOVE is all about ...
I admit that i get jealous when he told me that his ex texted him .. the other gurls too -.-'
I hate it when gurls don't respect someone who's in RELATIONSHIP ... !
Still wanna try to get him by sayin that he should left me ..WTF i know ...
I HATE THAT SPECIES !!! GET LOST LAA BITCHES !!!
He's MINE and i OWN him !!!