Letter For YOU my dear...

Hmm...

i dunno how start this..

but i wanted u to know that 

I LOVE YOU

so much ok

hmm..

bie...thnks for making me happy again...eventhought there's alot of things tht happen to me lately..

but u still there to guide me..

i appreciated it..

what else eyhh?Honestly i never thought that both of us can be together ya know..

its all surprisingly happen

i never expected this at all.

Bie..

we can never see the future allrite..

so..i hope that we'll be fine always..

and

if either one of us have problems

just share it ok..

this relationship is all about sharing

willing to share everything that u feels..

its not like u have to share everything like 

you have to share all of your clothes to me

or your underwear..

NO..

its not like that

i hope that u understand of what im trying to say here..

i didn't ask u to be a perfect BF ever..no..

i just ask u to understand me better..

im wiling to take this chances of bein hurt again ya know..

i can't go thru that phase again..

and now..

i let myself to feel it again by loving u..

Im still scared bie..

im scared to love someone so much..

coz i know i might lose them..

i dont want it

i dont need it bie..

i've learnt alot of things in my life.

i saw what happened to my family

its not cool

because of them both im scared to love anyone else

i dont want what had happened to them happens to me

im scared bie..

seriously

right now i braving myself to accepted u

means tht i let myself to be hurt again

so bie

if u wanna be with me

u have to accepted me as i am

i cant change myself for anyone else

if u think that u're not ready for all this

u can say it now

its not too late yet

butif u really wanna be with me

please 

please bie

LOVE me

dun ever2 hurt me

coz i dun wanna change my heart

into

STONE

From ur syg: EMMA LAURA STEVENS